trinnnggg….triiingggg….

Mirror: yo…not feeling urself?

Me: dont know dude….wanted to…but something doesnt feel right…

Mirror: i know…its strange right..when something tht is close to you…doesnt mean as much to someone else…

Me: I KNOWW….!! how cud they ever forget whatever happened….did they not feel IT…?

Mirror: maybe they did…and maybe thats precisely why they dont wanna feel it anymore. its not tht u left them with a choice…

Me: i am being selfish here…i always was…and i told them all through…at times to no avail…

Mirror: i am glad you realized that…

Me (smiling to himself): so…whatver i said that evening…is actually turning out to be true…

Mirror: hahaha….as if you didnt know it would.

Me: yahhh…it had to happen…and i dont think i should be bothered anymore…not anymore…

Mirror: :)

Me: thanks dude…

Mirror: thank her…

…………………………….hang up

the entire city infront of me….not a soul in sight…machines making their way through turns and lights…the skyscrapers blinking….my hands folding…my eyes closing…this was always meant to be…involuntary drops of water…my job is done…

Me: i let go…

~a