M: how was the day…
Me: just as usual…nothing grand…how was yours…?
M: normal..nothing grand
Me: its really hot here…
M: oh same here…you cant run the AC 24 hrs…but u can..which is good…
Me: no we cant..we have a maximum…so its used only at night
M: what else…
Me: what else…
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M: Bye
Me: bye
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conversations with ma are always interesting…because it makes u realize that you can spend a lot every single day…doing something that you do everyday….all to make someone feel relaxed and at peace. its not that big a price then…and makes up for a place in heaven…!! :)

I consulted R regarding my decision to stand for the VP…she thinks i should go for it…so lets see…i am still contemplating. what i hate most about myself is my orthodox attitude towards people’s opinion. even though i ask for them…(which again is rare)…i dont see any opinion making any difference on my final decision. then why the hell did i get that person to even think about some stupid juvenile problem of mine…! stupid me..!

A gave me this amazing song…”yeh zameen gaa rahi hai..” (remixed) by Nitin Bali. sung wonderfully and has a very nostalgic feel to it. cmon..we used to hear this during chitrahaar…every wednesday…what…just 15 yrs back or so..! and and and..beautiful song..”Piyu Bole” (Parineeta 2005) …check it out…
http://bollyfm.net/temp/mp3/m-p/parineeta.php

work has been coming along great. I am quite concerned about….(someone)…but then i am sure that (s)he knows whats best for (her)him. i guess thats what been troubling me for a few days now…though i dont know why do i even care…

i dont like myself at times…i feel like kumar gaurav…!

~a