I wanted to pursue this course but now it doesn’t make me happy.
But I loved this, so doing anything else won’t make me happy either.
This is a standstill most people arrive at, and they believe it is just that they don’t like it.
While the truth is, that the middle of everything is going to be messy. Things would look stagnant, self doubt will arise and others’ success will generate massive self doubt in you.
What helps in such situations is, having cognizance of daily progress and having a set schedule of habits that help you get there. When goals give up, process and progress protect. It is one of the best addictions humans have had and the addiction that saves so many dreams of humans.
You don’t need to give up on everything that is disillusioned. Having fun with struggling for what you love is equally an art.